June 19, 2002

Ever have one of those periods in your life where you feel like giving everyone you know a pink slip and telling them that their friendship is no longer required? I’m tired of being put on the back burner or feeling like I am anyway. I’m tired of being ignored and neglected.

I hate it when people swear up and down that they’re too busy to talk, chat, hang out, whatever but you find out they’ve been doing it anyway. They’re just not doing it with you. Sometimes I wish people more people would say what they mean and mean what they say. If you don’t want to hang out with me today, that’s cool. Just don’t say you can’t because {insert your favorite excuse} and then look stupid when I see you with Pookie & Ray-Ray (generic ghetto names) and call you a liar or blow you off when you want to hang.

Things seem to get weirder when it’s a romantic interest involved. I always hear, “I wouldn’t act like this” or “I would do such and such…if we were together.” Yeah right! People are creatures of habits. If I’m running the streets and trying to fuck everything with two legs and a hole before we’re together, I’m probably going to remain that way when we’re together and long after we’re over. If you can’t find time for me now why should I believe things are going to be in different if I commit to you? That’s like me finding a car with no engine and expecting that same car to start after buying it, even though it never had an engine. Don’t know about you but I don’t know any magicians and I stopped believing in miracles a long time ago.

Author: Freaky Deaky I'm a horny, opinionated, smart-ass, antisocial, introverted, misanthropic, agnostic, nonconformist, free thinking, hedonistic, highly intelligent, and arrogant black man with a dirty mind.