Wow, hadn’t realized it’s been so long since I made an entry. Life is still boring as hell. Hope the next one is everything this one isn’t, especially interesting. LOL! Anyway, what’s been going on since I last wrote something here?
Well, I have a girlfriend now. She was one of the people I was contemplating ending my friendship with. Mistress really frustrates and confuses me. I’ve known her for about two years, I guess. She was checking out a web page I have and picked up on a few things I said. When we first talked it was, I don’t know, kind of like finding a twin. Well, not quite but close enough. It was more like finding a kindred spirit. Yeah, that’s it. Now it seems that the more I get to know Mistress the farther from the truth that is. Maybe the signs were always there but it seems we are polar opposites on so many things that are important to me, especially morally and philosophically. Some of these things I just can’t agree to disagree on and I don’t think I can or should have to. I love her but I don’t see the issues we have going way. I see them growing and eventually one of us is just going to say fuck it I can’t deal with this and leave. I don’t really feel like dredging up what the issues are today but I’m pretty sure they’ll come back up again and relatively soon. God knows they never get solved. Shit they barely get acknowledged and when they do it’s as if they’re an annoyance or something.
I was accepted into both universities I applied to, so I hopefully won’t be returning to my current school. Both schools are at least $12,000 cheaper to attend because they are public universities instead of private ones. I’ve chosen one over the other mainly because of the distance. One is in Detroit and the other is in the middle of fucking nowhere. The one in Detroit offered me the dumbest award package I’ve ever seen. They didn’t even offer me enough to pay tuition. What the fuck is that?! The very least they should do is offer you enough for tuition if they decide to accept you. I’m starting to regret not choosing the other school. Their aid package was much better but they had a fee for everything. Only thing they didn’t charge for is breathing and taking a shit but I’m sure those fees are just hidden as something else.
My last entry was on my male best friend’s birthday. Haven’t spoken to him since the end of May. It kind of sucks when both of your best friends are married. I understand priorities change and the spouse and kids come first but damn, it still sucks. LOL.
