Sweetest Day sucks!

I don’t know what’s up with women equating love with getting a card and a present. I mean Sweetest Day isn’t even supposed to be about romance. The day was originally made to recognize orphans, shut-ins, and people who are normally “forgotten” during the rest of the year. Now Hallmark and the other greeting cards…

Happy Birthday to me

My birthday was yesterday! I didn’t really think about it too much. It’s a good thing. My birthdays always suck! I’ve been very depressed on the last several birthdays. I usually end up spending them alone cursing the cosmos that I was even born. Questioning what exactly is the point of celebrating another birthday and…

Random Thoughts 09/28/03

My birthday is less than a week away. I don’t feel depressed yet but I’m pretty sure I’m going to be. Mentally, I always feel horrible on my birthday and “I wish I had never been born” becomes my mantra for the day. So far I haven’t made any plans yet. Maybe I’ll cuddle up…

Random Thoughts 09/21/03

I kind of agree with DMX here, I trust dogs more than I do humans. They’re a lot more honest and easier to read in my opinion. I hope Ja Rule does retire from making those bullshit ass CDs he makes. The bad thing is now instead of making bad CDs he wants to unleash…

Bad news

Yesterday, I found out that one of my sister’s brothers-in-law was murdered. The murder actually occurred two days ago. It was one of the lead stories on the local news. I haven’t talked to my sister today or seen the news because I’ve been in the doctor’s office most of the day. I don’t know…

I am back

I didn’t even know I still had this journal. Oh well, it saves me the time of starting another one. I’m so fucking bored right now. My dog, Tantrum is sleeping on my bed and Days of our Lives is being used for background noise. Well, I should say it’s competing for background noise with…

She said, he said

My girlfriend and I got into yet another argument. Well, I guess the most appropriate term is probably ex-girlfriend. Mistress and I argue a lot and it’s unfortunate but it seems like the only time we really open up and communicate is when we argue. I think we have a lot of frustration and resentment…

July 29, 2002

Wow, hadn’t realized it’s been so long since I made an entry. Life is still boring as hell. Hope the next one is everything this one isn’t, especially interesting. LOL! Anyway, what’s been going on since I last wrote something here? Well, I have a girlfriend now. She was one of the people I was…

July 13, 2002

Some people say don’t sweat the little things. I’m not saying you have to be in complete simpatico, although it would be nice, but if you disagree about every little thing is it even possible to come together for the major stuff? I don’t think so. It seems like everything as of late is a…