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I haven’t told my mom about Val and I breaking up yet.  I’m not really sure why.  No, that’s not entirely true.  I think the main reason I haven’t said anything is because the first question people tend to ask is why?  *shrugs*  Why does it matter why?  Truth is I’m still kind of numb about it.  I mean in the back of my mind I always knew it would happen sooner or later because it always does and always will.  Really though, does knowing you’re about to get hit makes the punch any less painful?  I feel numb about it.  I’m pretty sure it’s a coping/protection mechanism.  I’m not sure how long exactly that’s going to hold up or what to do when the wall finally breaks.  Knowing me I imagine it will be stupid and self destructive but who knows maybe I’m past that, maybe not.

We’ve come close to breaking up several times before.  I told her one time that we could still be friends and was met with, “I don’t want to be your friend.”  That’s pretty much always been my modus operandi when breaking up.  With few exceptions, once we break up I don’t usually have anything to do with the person until I’ve had a detox, gotten over the person, and usually fallen for or been in a relationship with one or more new people.  By this point, it’s usually a given and a guarantee that things will never be the same.  Part of me feels like maybe she could be one of the exceptions and the other part is like nope, can’t do it, don’t want to do it, wont do it.  Based on our last couple of conversations I don’t think it’ll be a problem.  It’s like that old saying, “Out of sight, out of mind.”  Oh well qué será, será.

Anyone know of a way to back up my blog and comments to my hard drive?  I’m seriously thinking of putting Freakytopia out to pasture.  If I find a way to back it up to my satisfaction and can make a couple of copies (never trust just one digital copy folks) then I think it’s a done deal.

So Arnold Schwarzenegger has a love child with his former maid.  Well if I had to sleep with Skeletor every night I might would definitely creep too.  Where do I even start with here?  Maria knew that Arnie was a renowned hoe so just like you can’t turn a hoe into a housewife you can’t turn a hoe into a husband either.  Could Arnold have scraped the barrel any lower with his baby mama?  Dude’s worth $100 million, the governor of CA, a famous action movie hero/actor and that’s the best he could do?  Seriously?!  *shrugs*  Well, hopefully it will light a fire under his ass to do that next Terminator movie and maybe the True Lies sequel seeing as he’s going to be down some significant change with child support, alimony, and general divorce ass raping and pillaging.

Why are chicks still doing the whole shaving one side of the head thing?  That’s so not sexy!  Either have some hair or being a baldy but quit trying to sit on the fence and skirt the issue.  No one looks cute with that shit and I don’t give a fuck whose name you throw out at me.  Anyone you mention would look a hell of a lot better with a full head of hair, point blank period!  Next!

I agree with my blog wife, that pictures in cars are like the new bathroom mirror pics.  Please stop!  A couple are okay but when the only pictures you have are head shots in your car then methinks you’re trying to hide something.

Anybody else tired of hearing about X-Factor?

I’m loving the Netflix app for Android.  The fact that I have it before a lot of other Android users only makes it that much more delightful.

Android app of the week is:  Market Enabler.  ***This only works if your phone is rooted.***  Market Enabler is an app that allows you to access the Android market of other phone companies.  Why would you want to do that?  Glad you asked!  Some apps and games are exclusive to a specific company.  For instance, the AT&T U-Verse app which allows you to download, view, and set your DVR to record shows is for the most part available exclusively on AT&T.  I originally got it elsewhere but we won’t say anything. Using me as an example, being a Sprint customer with AT&T U-Verse generally meant that I was shit out of luck if I wanted to use the U-Verse app on my phone.  With Market Enabler I can spoof my Sprint phone as an AT&T phone and download their apps to my heart’s content.  I think my older version of the U-Verse app is much better than the current one on the market so I haven’t upgraded it but you see where I’m going.  Market Enabler alone is good enough reason for some to root their phones.

I finally introduced my mom to Angry Birds.  She wasn’t pulling back on the slingshot enough resulting in the birds just falling over.  I did well not laughing at her.

X-Men First Class looks like it’s going to be straight ass.  I’m still going to see it though.

Thor was pretty damn good.  My only complaint is what I have with most comic book movies is that there needs to be more and better choreographed fight scenes and every movie doesn’t have to be PG-13.  Stay for the post credit scene.  Unless you’re a hardcore fanboy/fangirl you won’t know what the item is but it’s the Cosmic Cube.  Google or Wikipedia it and you’ll learn a lot including a possible Avengers movie spoiler.  You’re welcome.

Gas prices are finally under $4 here.  I should’ve filled up but another cheap attack hit me.  Well at least I don’t have to worry about that, “Oh shit, Freaky you better hurry ’cause you about to run out of gas” light coming on.

I cancelled my satellite radio.  For about the past two years they’ve been offering me free or really discounted service but last time they weren’t trying to hook me up with the deal I wanted.  I’m thinking they’ll start trying to woo me again with something better by the summer.   I miss listening to my music unedited and uncensored though.  Me no likey clean and radio friendly versions.

The word is going to end in two days and I could really go for some frog right about now.