(http://freakytopia NULL.net/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/DevilVag NULL.jpg)R.I.P. Whitney Houston.
I’ve been listening to Whitney most of the night since I found out about her death. Â I rectified a couple of wrongs. Â One, letting the battery die in my mp3 and 2.) not having any Whitney Houston on my Kindle Fire. Â I still need to download more Whitney in general as I only have her greatest hits and last album.
I’ve chatted with Val on IM a couple of times in the past week.  Apparently Trillian on the Kindle Fire plays by rules it hasn’t felt the need to make me aware of.  I feel some kind of way about it but I can’t quite place my finger on the emotion(s).  Chatting with her while listening to Ms. Houston probably wasn’t the best idea either.  I listen to her music when I’m in love, during breakups, and when I’m just trying to get out of my feelings.  The combo stirred up some feelings, I guess.  Apparently a little birdie told her about some possible plans I have in a few months and I was made known of that fact.  I’m going to have to do something about that leak sooner or later.  Anyway, she invited me for a meal at “our” favorite pizza place.  I told her I would be now I’m having second, third, and fourth thoughts.  Truth of the matter is I’m not ready to be just friends with her.  I feel like being just friends at this point in general is a slap in the face because it’s a pretty severe demotion.  I miss her but platonic friendship is really low on my radar right now.  I’d rather be alone then just platonic friends with pretty much anyone, well, unless she has a ton of slutty friends and relatives and she loves playing matchmaker.
I’ve had three women ask me about other women in the past week. Â Why is it that women who aren’t fucking you always want to know about my love life and/or what I’m doing for or with other chicks? Â I guess my problem with it comes from the questions seeming nosy rather than genuine and sincere and the fact that they don’t act like they want to be in a position where the questions might actually be their business.
I was asked why I still talked to Val. Â Well, there’s something to be said about familiarity, ease, and comfort, I suppose. Â We don’t really talk that much but it’s nice not having to guess and be patient while learning and getting to know someone else. Â There’s the whole feeling unnoticed, lonely, and being bored with everything and I kind of like the attention, as random and temporary as it is. Â I get it where I can fit it in. Â For the record, I still haven’t contacted her but I don’t chase her off while angrily waving a stick.
The dating site has kind of been a bust. Â Maybe I should go back to MySpace. Â I can’t even say I had a laugh at some of the ridiculous and stupid people and responses I’ve gotten because they weren’t. Â They were dull, uninspired, and boring. Â I hate being bored and I hate boring. Â Think I’m going to deactivate or delete my profile there. Â Either that or just fuck with the married chicks looking for some dick on the side. Â Not sure if drama equals excitement but it’s close enough for the moment. Â Maybe I should just wait until after my trip. Â I’m pretty certain my next boobaby will be a Southern girl, hopefully with a jiggly soft retarded donkey ass and who gives me a daily state of her panties report. Â What?! Â Please, please, please don’t introduce me to any transplant Detroiters. Â You know with my luck I’ll probably meet a chick who lived around the corner from me. Â LOL.
The Grammy’s was straight wack juice!  I don’t see what all the hype over Adele is about.  Don’t get me wrong, her voice is okay but her material is kind of boring and sounds like something my mom listened to.  To hear people talking about getting goosebumps and shivers and shit, I just don’t see it (hear it  or feel it for that matter).  Jennifer Hudson’s rendition of I Will Always Love You sucked!  There, I said it.  She sounded awful even without getting emotional and crying.  Part of it was that it’s too soon to hear other people singing her material, yes, I actually know that I Will Always Love You is originally a Dolly Parton song, from one of my favorite movies/musicals too I might add.  The other thing is Jennifer just doesn’t seem to have the range or a pleasant enough voice to do that song justice in my opinion.  I was kind of hoping David Otunga would run out and hit her with a chair shot or two.  Too many aging aged rockers, rappers being autotune R&B singers, and a bunch of people I couldn’t pick out of a lineup.  Thankfully, the second half of season The Walking Dead, season two began last night so I didn’t have to suffer through that boredom.
Tis the season for Papa Romano’s heart shaped pizza! Â I want one. Â I also want a Shamrock shake from Mickey D’s.
I’ve always wanted to be serenaded by a woman, unfortunately, I’ve never been with a woman that could carry a note even if I put it in a backpack for her. Â Seriously, they screech so badly I get visits from the Humane Society asking me, “What am I doing to those poor dogs?”
Finished my Valentine’s shopping. Â Had I more time and info, I would’ve chosen something else for part of it but it is what it is and hopefully she likes it. Â *****Well, I know she likes the first part! Â She said thank you a bunch of times. Â Yay me!***** Â Fortunately after my mom’s birthday I don’t have any more presents I need to concern myself about until possibly Christmas. Â Oh wait, there’s Mother’s Day, damn it!
I had a dirty dream about someone over the weekend. Â My mind can really be perverted at times, even when it’s against my will. Â
Are you celebrating Valentine’s Day or will it just be another Tuesday? Â What will you be doing? Â Who will you be doing? Â Feel free to e-mail or text me graphic details, pictures, and videos. Â What?! Â Don’t judge me damn it!
Sex let’s us know we’ve got a pulse. The day I stop thinking about pussy I’ll probably be six feet under.
Nah, you’ll probably think about it sometime during the last day too. LOL.
Valentine’s Day was just another day… which is exactly how I wanted it to be. I wasn’t feeling it and refused to fake it. Hopefully my mood (and other things) will be different next year.
I watched the Grammy’s for the 1st time in… I don’t even know how long it’s been. I was doing stats homework at the same time, which should tell you how engrossed I was in it. Jennifer Hudson’s performance was… ok. But, honestly, the only person who could have done a decent tribute would have been Dolly herself, because I can’t think of anyone who would do the song justice.
Adele… I like her. She also doesn’t give me goose bumps, but what I most enjoy about her is she’s a singer… nothing more, nothing less. None of the gimmicks and tricks that Nicki and Gaga put on. And, I think that’s something people are really wanting now. People who are great singers.
I’ve been listening to Whitney ever since Saturday. I obviously didn’t know her, but the tragedy of it all is heartbreaking. additionally, her death reminded me of my mother’s. well, minus the drug abuse issues and fame. but, the suddenness and leaving her daughter behind… all too familiar.
And, uhm, you know inquiring minds want to know who you dreamed about… 😉
U.P.S. was trying their hardest to pour salt on my Valentine’s Day, they only half succeeded though.
With all the old people they had on the Grammys they could’ve flown Dolly in and had her perform the song she wrote. I’ve heard a few versions of I Will Always Love You but Whitney’s and Dolly’s versions are it for me and everyone else just brings shame to their families for even thinking about performing it.
I thought Nicki was supposed to be a rapper but every time I catch her she’s trying to sing or rapping in that stupid ass Roman voice. My right hand love’s Nicki’s slutbucket ways though even if I have to mute her first. Gaga actually has talent but her gimmick of being weird is just overdone and kind of… weird. I guess that’s why Adele cleaned up with six Grammy awards.
I feel bad for Bobbi Kristina. She’s already been hospitalized, her ex is flapping his gums trying to make a dime and be relevant, and the family doesn’t want Bobby at the funeral. Hope her and Bobby take that as a serious wake up call and do better.
Someone I’ve known for years. LOL.
Valentine’s day, unfortunately has always been just another day for me.
What I would like to be doing tomorrow…..hmmmm even your perverted dreams can’t touch mine! Let’s just say who ever I finally get my hands on ….. SMH
I had to take a break from the date sites myself. Some people. SMH SMH Seems like too many want their ego boosted. I’m not the one. Other just want sex. MMMMMMmmmmm naw. The rest are just talk! Blah Blah Blah
I feel you about the Grammy’s. I DVR’d it and just fast forwarded through most of it. I am just not into these shows anymore. It was a waste of space. Delete! LOL
I’ve been serenaded once before by someone who could hold a tune. It was almost as good as the sex. MEMORIES.
I know what you mean by those questions about other people in your life….. that is being just nosey! I don’t care how you put it. Until a person makes it to that level they should never go there.
In due time you will be able to move on. But only in your time. Forcing it will only make it harder. But when you get there…… MMMmmmmmmmmmmmm JMO
I feel you. Before the past few years I felt the same. Now it’s presents day. :Love-Gift: LOL!
I don’t know about that. The pervert is strong in me.
Exactly! What good is being pretty if trying to have a conversation with you is painful, awkward, and not fun? I can’t deal with any more short, bland notes. Makes me want to stomp on some fingers. Ugh!
Yeah, the committee needs to go younger and they need to find some artists to nominate other than the old-timers and these clowns that buy all the airplay now. I’m not interested in either, so the Grammys fizzled out for me.
I’ve only been screeched too, luckily the sex was okay. I shudder to imagine if the sex was as bad as the singing. :Cry:
I wouldn’t want someone telling all my business to other people especially potential rivals so I don’t understand why they think I would or should spill the beans. Be the best at giving me what I want and need and anybody else won’t even be a factor.
I’m going to need in due time to hurry up and come sooner. If things can’t be like they were then I want to accept apathy into my heart and move on.
Pervert! Hmmmmmmm I just consider myself “open-minded” Works for me.
That is almost as bad a being handsome and thinking that is all you need. LOL Communication….. words….. interests… thoughts…. sentences etc.
At the time I was young and impressionable so his singing and the sex was on point. He made me realize how sex could be! But now days…. it wouldn’t even be in the top 10. LOL
Telling your business. Hmmmm I don’t worry about that anymore. Years ago my friend and family realized….. I just don’t give a dam. So if they hear something new they are like…. That’s just Teezie! Shrug
Love that line. Gonna steal it. (Be the best at giving me what I want and need and anybody else won’t even be a factor) That is exactly how I feel. Every man I talk to is afraid of the past. If you can’t leave it in the past then you need to move on. And if you can’t trust what I say out my mouth…. keep walking also.
LOL Hurry up and come sooner. NOT!!!! With my ex I rushed the process to get over and move on. But when I was with the next man I realized that if my ex called. I would have dropped him like a hot potato. Unfortunately it took me several years to move on fully. I am no longer comparing him to the next man. No longer thinking what if. No longer slipping back into the sheets thinking that is going to bring the love back. Now I am in a better place.
Just trying to get out of this rut Im in now. LOL
Pervert, open-minded, open-minded pervert… tomato, tomato. LOL.
I think I’m going to put that sentence in my profile. I hate to do it but some people definitely need a clue or two.
I always thought of it like, if I’d tell one woman about another woman’s business I’ll probably tell the next woman about her business as well. People who know me on anything more than a superficial level know I’m a perv but everybody doesn’t need to know how much of a perv I am. At the very least if they want to know they should find out from me firsthand and let me enjoy it. LOL Sometimes the thought creeps into my head that they’re more curious about the other chicks than me which is another reason those questions annoy me.
You’re probably right. I know myself well enough to know that my feelings have their own schedule and I’m going to feel how I feel for as long as I feel it whether I want to or not. *sigh* Still I’m hoping those feelings end a little sooner and I get a few distractions.
To getting out of ruts! Cheers!